Hard-Boiled Eutopia

Hard-Boiled Eutopia

omaybeth

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(no subject)	[Dec. 16th, 200810:22 pm]
MOVED!
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Mission Trip	[Dec. 14th, 200810:16 pm]
i'll prolly post up even more mission trip photos taken next time. i'm basically just pure lazy to post anymore photos. just refer to my friendster & it'll just tell wad i've done over at sitiawan, ayer tawar. In short, the people there are amazing, way nicer than the people in singapore. i love the slow pace of life over there, its more relaxed, things there are way cheaper that why i was able to treat the kids ice-cream! :D i miss the people there & i intend to go over again next year during CNY with many gifts. One of the best trips ever, very eventful & meaningful. i'm so motivated by the people there & i saw how contented the kids are over there. the joy on their faces never fail to bring a smile to mine. Lastly, even aunties in their 60s are riding motorbikes, how cool. & i had a chance to ride motorbikes too, super fun! thanks to yonghen, lian jiu & weijie for sending me ard in the bike & teaching me how to ride a bike. haha! :D i know this post is alil messy, utter apologies!
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(no subject)	[Dec. 11th, 200809:45 am]
i'm back in singapore!! ): i miss sitiawan,ayer tawar!! i'll upload the photos soon.
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i miss momo!

[Dec. 3rd, 200812:17 am]

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i'm flying off tmr (:
miss me people!

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A Breakthrough Is All That I Need.

[Nov. 29th, 200811:27 pm]

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i guess in life, you'll experience things that you find it hard to even accept or even beyond your means of comprehending them since its way beyond your understanding. but i can safely say that i've got peace tonight. though i still contain a certain percentage of doubt within myself if i'll ever learn to forgive & letting go of the past totally but i'm willing to try it no matter what cos tonight, i've seen what true frends are like, supporting one another in crisis & despite being hurt but yet being able to forgive one another & yet showing care & show concern, showing how important this friendship is to the other party. i've concluded that these are genuine friends that will last you a life time. prolly it might sound abit shallow now, but thats how im feeling right now. i feel love & cared for. i feel that love is actually all around me is just that i didnt stop & take a closer look in life, noticing how wonderful i'm situated with such friends. i realise i dont need to get a bf just to experince this 4 letter word LOVE!
i've experienced my fair share of problems & ultimately, all this problems are there to let you learn from it & to strengthen you, making you someone stronger then before. prolly momo was right at the beginning that things happens for a reason. Cindy was right that i should learn to let go of things. i've learnt so much & i wanna improve the situation by taking this huge leap of faith. cos i'll nv know what God has in plans for me & if i never try, i wouldnt know wad the final outcome will be like. perhaps i'll regret like s*** .so a million thanks for all the enlightenment i've gotten from all who have been there for me during the roughest patch of my life that i've survived and yet standing strong on my two feet.
sth is throbbing me real hard & i've gotta settle this with momo immediately once she's back from taiwan!

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Wednesday

[Nov. 26th, 200812:38 pm]

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yesterday was a huge success,
greatness!
the play, songs, choir went well.

it's "off day" today, so i'll prolly slack at home.
prolly meet jake for awhile.

i needa go shopping real bad.
many things i've been wanting to get.
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tinking of picking up jazz dance.
But it's gonna be costly laa.
darn!
i'll prolly needa get a job cos mom is already sponsering me for my ballet.

we were so close, yet so far.
how pathetic, but you took the initiative which shocked me.
i'm putting hope onto this.
i hope its all worth it (:
Pls give me some signs.